12668.) Today I realized how much I actually love you. Love is pain, and if we didn't love, we wouldn't hurt. And if I didn't love you, I wouldn't be soaking my pillow with tears at night, and missing you completely because you are nowhere in sight.
“Do you ever just get that feeling where you don’t want to talk to anybody? You don’t want to smile & you don’t want to fake being happy but at the same time you don’t know exactly what’s wrong either, there isn’t a way to explain it to someone who doesn’t already understand. If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone, people have stopped being comforting, & being alone never was. At least when you’re alone no one constantly asks you what’s wrong & there isn’t anyone who won’t take “I don’t know” for an answer. You feel the way you do just because. You hope the feeling will pass soon & that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait.”—(via poeticheartache) (via sanspareilu) (via rustedmelody) (via sugarcrane) (via vickietoriaa)
The couple that fights the most is the one most in love, it shows they care enough to notice the other one screwed up and care enough to mention it to the person so they can fix it, when you stop fighting, it means you have stopped caring.
11793.) No, i'm not going to lose feelings for you. No, i'm not going to find someone better than you. No, i'm not going to cheat on you. And No, i'm not going to leave you. I've already made up my mind, I want you and only you. No one else. Because to me, You're kind of perfect.
One day you're going to want that girl. That girl that knew she wasn't perfect, but tried to be perfect for you. The girl that believed the scraps of you she was given were worth it, because something was better than nothing. That girl who wanted nothing more than to be there for you, and loving you was the only way she could. The girl who sees your flaws, but values them as much as your strengths, that girl who still can't bring herself to hate you, even though you probably deserve it. That girl who saw past your pretty eyes and treasured parts of you that no one else has ever appreciated. The girl who realizes she may never have your heart, but will carry the image of you in hers forever, the girl that sees this and still loves you. The girl that should have you, but doesn't even though she deserves it.
You don’t want to move on. You don’t want to let go. Because you feel that if you let go, you’ll lose hold of your life. You’ll lose control. You think you’ll go crazy.
You can move on, you just don’t want to, whether you know it or not. Moving on doesn’t mean you’ll lose control. Moving on doesn’t mean you’ve given up. Moving on doesn’t mean you’re weak. Moving on means you’re strong. Strong enough to face your past and accept it. Strong enough to conquer it and focus on your future. Strong enough to control your life.